the great (upcoming) summer declutter #1

I know it's just May but I need to start packing and shipping stuff because I'm moving back home. Here are some of the things I'm throwing out. Some didn't work for me, others are simply old and smell funky. This is not actually my first declutter but the first one I am writing about on this blog (and hope to continue writing about when I declutter in the future.)

Skincare

Cosrx AHA 7 Whitehead Power Liquid
Q gifted me this, but like her, I cannot stand the scent. I didn't use it at all.

Essence Pure Skin Spot Killer
This dried out and there is still significant amount of (now solidified) liquid in the bottle! It was a decent spot treatment with a heavy alcohol scent. Don't think I will repurchase it. I'm a fan of either using a spot dot or simply let my zit be these days.

Makeup

Wet n Wild Lipstick in Cherry Bomb and Ravin Raisin
These are so horrible. I don't know why the Internet goes bonkers for them. Sure, they're cheap. But the terrible plasticky smell, the dragging drying formula, the ridiculous not-twisting-down-completely packaging?! Not worth my time. I held on to them thinking I need to have these colours in my collection, but nah. I don't need them.

Make Up Academy (MUA) Matte Lipstick in Fawn Fancy and Lilac Belle
MUA, on the other hand, make slightly better lipsticks than Wet n Wild. They are vanilla-scented and have no fuss-packaging and only tug a little. However, they are very patchy. I have other similar brown-nude as Fawn Fancy and while I find Lilac Belle an interesting colour, its patchiness annoys me too much for it to stay in my collection. I won't deny the fact that because they cost merely £1, I have no reservations about throwing them out, instead of y'know throwing out a MAC lipstick that I still can't figure out how to use and dislike its formula (Crosswires, by the way. And maybe I will after I read Marie Kondo.)

Rimmel Moisture Renew in Notting Hill Nude
Dear God, this reeked of terrible plastic smell. I once had Rimmel Kate lipstick in 107 that I gave to Q because I was not using it often and that smelled wonderful (vanilla, I think.) Why can't Rimmel make the Moisture Renew smell not this. Maybe not even the vanilla of the Kate lipsticks, we would settle for no scent! The colour itself is nothing spectacular and the formula is alright.

Top: (L to R) WnW Cherry Bomb, Ravin Raisin.
Bottom: (L to R) MUA Fancy Fawn and Lilac Belle, Rimmel Notting Hill Nude

Vapour Atmosphere Soft Focus foundation in S115 and S125 sample
Vapour Organic is a favourite brand in the green beauty community. Some people swear by their primer, said to be the green-equivalent of the cult favourite Hourglass Veil Mineral primer. Well, I just wanted to try out their foundation. They are very oily and has a strong oil scent, expectedly because camellia, sunflower and castor oil are high on the ingredient list. I actually quite like the medium coverage, but it's too dewy for my oily skin, the scent lingers and the colour is not an exact match. I didn't even use the whole sample.

Rimmel Hide the Blemish concealer in Soft Honey
This was the first concealer I bought, almost 4 years ago! It is your standard stick concealer: slightly dry, good coverage and no fuss. I have since moved on to other concealers and in fact, stick concealers are my least favourite type of concealer now. I definitely used 80% of the product, but it's been in my collection for too long and it's time to go.

Burberry eyeshadow quad in Mocha
I got this palette on Depop for less that £10. I didn't get to use much of the quad because ugh they smell bad. Oh they smell so bad. I'm guessing they are old (the seller didn't disclose this) so into the bin they go.

Left: Burberry eyeshadow quad in Mocha. Right: MUA Shimmer Highligter

MUA Undress Your Skin Shimmer highlighter
I rarely use powder highlighter and even more rarely reach for a pink highlighter. I reckon this would look amazing on much paler skin than mine. The formula of MUA highlighter, at least this one, is a bit hard and it takes quite a lot of work to get the pigment. But they are quite pretty!

Top: MR eyeshadows, ELF St. Lucia, Natural Collection Sugar Plum and Peach Melba
Bottom: MR eyeshadows

Makeup Revolution Iconic Pro 1 eyeshadows
I got this palette ages ago. I wouldn't say it was an attempt to dupe the Lorac Pro palette. I was very new to makeup (I still am, actually) and wanted to try wearing eyeshadow, so I opted for an affordable palette. The shimmers are generally great and I wear the taupe quite often (bottom pic, 2nd from right) and in the privacy of my own room, wore the rustic coppery-red a lot (bottom pic, most right). The mattes are decent, but some tend to be on the drier side.

ELF Contoring Blush and Bronzing Duo in St. Lucia
I don't need to introduce these, the blogosphere has enough reviews of them. I dislike the shimmer in both the bronzer and blush and don't reach for both often. They were soft powders, though.

Natural Collection blusher in Sugar Plum and Peach Melba
If you are in the UK and have not heard of Natural Collection, I highly recommend their blushers! (And mascara if you're into very natural looking lashes.) They are very soft and not too pigmented, so they were helpful when I started wearing blusher a couple of years ago. While I love these, I sincerely think I will not reach for them ever again because I much prefer my Sleek blushers which are as soft, but slightly more pigmented. Although imperfect, I have since learned how to blend my blushers better. (I think. I might be wrong. Sometimes I still have a clown face.)

That's all for now!

discovering cerise

When I first bought Collection 7 Day Wear nail polish in Cerise nearly a year ago, I was sure I bought a burgundy (thanks drugstore lighting!) My initial disappointment was the result of not getting what I expected, but this nail polish introduced me to a colour (a type of colour) that I grew to love. Cerise, which is French for cherry, made me realise I never paid close attention to what colour a cherry is. I think I might have tasted fresh cherries once, but otherwise it's been the sugary and definitely added-with-colour cherries used in baking, and usually they're bright red. So Cerise didn't remind me of cherries because I had the wrong kind of cherries in mind. Whatever little memory I have of fresh cherries, they were more red and deeper than red grapes and for whatever reason, I am also reminded of a bitter aftertaste in my mouth. (Do they taste that way? Man, I'm gonna grab some cherries if I find any after this. I really don't remember what they taste like.)

Anyways, Wikipedia described cerise as a deep to vivid reddish pink, which I agree with. Prior to Cerise, I didn't have the vocabulary to describe such a colour. The reason I'm bringing up Cerise the nail polish is because the colour perfectly describes two new lipsticks in my collection: Revlon Super Lustrous lipstick in Cherries in the Snow and Revlon Ultra HD lipstick in Petunia.

Revlon Petunia, Revlon Cherries in the Snow and Collection Cerise (also on my nails)

Cherries in the Snow is one of the colours I have read so much about from the blogosphere, but this post by brutally honest beauty is the one that made me purchase the colour. I was intrigued: is it a pink? Is it a red? How would it look on me? Off to eBay I went where drugstore lipsticks are more often cheaper (I didn't want to buy 3 lipsticks at Superdrug to get the discount, y'know?) I also checked out other lipsticks on this seller's page and found Petunia. I have been interested and on several occasions, tempted to purchase the Ultra HD formula after reading about it from allura beauty (aka best swatches ever + great Youtuber too, imho!) but constrained myself because #omfgIdontneedanotherlipstick. Described as a pomegranate pink, Petunia seemed like a good colour for spring.

Left: Warmer indoor lighting, Right: Bright outdoor lighting

 Forgive me for the non-crisp photos, btw. As you can see, all three colours are practically identical and they are perfectly described by cerise, no doubt. Cherries in the Snow is has a traditional lipstick shape and packaging, and as a matter of fact, I find the black-gold Revlon lipstick packaging quite classy. Petunia (or Revlon Ultra HD lipsticks in general) is a design failure: 1) the bullet is too wide so I've got lipstick going outside my lip line during application and 2) it doesn't completely twist down a.k.a. you feel like you're in a goddamn thriller to prevent catastrophic mess when you open/close the lipstick cap. Come on, Revlon. It's 2017. Get your shit together. You know everyone hates this kind of packaging.

Left: Multiple swipe of Petunia and Cherries in the Snow. Right: one swipe of Petunia (bottom) and Cherries in the Snow 

Petunia feels gel-like, slightly more solid than Revlon's lip butter and feels balmy when applied. It is scented, not with an unpleasant scent but I dislike it. There is shimmer in Petunia, which at this point, I'm not sure if I like or hate. Cherries in the Snow is creamy, non-scented, non-shimmery and a bit bolder than Petunia. Both has a glossy finish but my preferred way of wearing cerise is as a "lived in" kind of look so they appear more matte. Apply lipstick at the centre, dab it outwards to get an ambient sort-of effect. I was also actually inspired by french kissed look by (apparently) everyone's current crush and #aestheticgoals, violette_fr. I didn't use a brush or anything to fade the lipstick out. I just dab the colour on my lips and more often in the centre.

Oh and in case you are wondering, the nail polish is decent.

My rating for Petunia is a 2/5, with its packaging (and maybe the shimmer) preventing a higher rating. While Cherries in the Snow is a 4/5 as I have found no fault in it at all.

A note on cerise as a colour. When I first wore Cerise the nail polish, my first impression was "Wow, this is an Auntie pink!" and that impression remains till today. Perhaps imaginable only by some from a certain cultural background, an Auntie pink is what I imagine a middle-aged, unmarried Asian aunt who's gossipy, slightly selfish but generally has good intentions would wear as her manicure. If you have a rating from 0 to 10 of the bold & loud scale, she's a solid 7. She's absolutely comfortable in her own skin, jokes about the extra pounds she's gained over the years and shyly ogles attractive younger men although who is she trying to kid with that shyness! I'm not sure if you would love or hate such a character. But guys, I am totally gonna be that Auntie. I also just realised that I don't own any clothing in this colour, but can you imagine a cerise headscarf + black top and jeans + nude make-up?! Fabulous.

scents: leather oils and ashy smokiness

I had a terrible unproductive week. I spent days in bed, watching Netflix comedy features trying to laugh but pfttt comedy reveals only the tragedy of humanity so that didn't work, wanting but not being able to cry. I hated everything. I binged ate salty, unhealthy food and felt more terrible. Last night my Mum called, asking about the numbness I have been feeling on my left arm and if eating the supplements she suggested helped it. It did, but I also accidentally revealed the emotional numbness and my in-bed state to her. I could picture the start of her worry and stopped myself from going on further.

What beauty-related thing can I possibly write about this terrible state? Two perfume combination I put on in the morning throughout the week, with hopes that it will make me feel better but unfortunately didn't. The combination of these scents were indeed beautiful. I have perfume on my wrist, on my neck, sometimes in my hair so my pillow gets a good deal of chance to absorb these scents as I was hating myself for being in bed since noon. When I woke up this morning, literally breathing in these scents on my pillow (was sleeping on my stomach) and finding the willpower to get up and do work and not worry my Mum as I just did last night, I wanted to write about them.

A month ago, I shopped for some perfume on femme fatale and got my hands on Solstice Scents, a brand I discovered from Scents and Sea Spray. The scents I chose were Black Leather, Red Lace and Smoky Mountain Mellow. I was curious about leather and smoke notes and I have never had any in my perfume collection. It was probably smarter if I ordered a sample to test if I like these notes, but the thing about having to pay International Shipping is thinking "What if I like it and then have to pay shipping again." So I paid the $20 for each 5ml. Totally irrational btw.

Anyways, both scents made me do the wrinkly forehead thing, followed by a 40-60 chance between "hmm this is surprising" and "maybe I don't like this" face. They were new notes to my body chemistry and I am still trying to figure them out. Black Leather, Red Lace is said to be an erotic scent with a twist of masculine edge with its mix of amber, vanilla and leather. I get a strong leather oiliness on application and it doesn't dissipate for the next 2 hours, with a hint of amber on the skin afterwards, no vanilla whatsoever. Suffice to say, it was uncomfortable to wear. Smoky Mountain Mellow is more complex. It's expectedly very smoky on application and then turns into...something I'm not good enough of a perfume reviewer to write about. I grew up in a tropical climate without the chimneys, the cold of winter and the scents from fireside in a tropical forest is different than that of a Northern forest, I would imagine. What I'm trying to say is I don't recognise or understand the description Solstice Scents provided but I don't have an alternative description for it. In short, it's currently just ashy smoke in my head. It is slightly more organic than BLRL, and by that I mean my nose can accept how it is on my skin, but still an uncomfortable scent to wear.

In order to make them wearable, I opted to mix two scents I knew my nose is familiar with.

The first combination is BLRL and Sarah Jessica Parker Lovely, a distinct white floral perfume which made me discover that I am most comfortable with white floral as a daily scent. It reminds me of a very soft, sheer silk blouse (not that any blouse ever smelled that way, just that lightness y'know), not too powdery and lasts for about 3 to 4 hours. I start with BLRL and then sprayed Lovely, and oh boy they turn into something else. There is something amazing about combining the oily undertones of leather with a lighter floral, they tone each other down into something more earthy and animalistic. Was it a more pronounced amber that I got? I'm not sure. I just knew it smelled amazing.

The next combination is SMM and one of the longest perfume I have in my collection, The Body Shop Vanilla EDT. Vanilla is not a complex scent, it smells exactly like vanilla extract. It doesn't last that well on me and because it is not a strong scent, SMM definitely overpowered it. I got a more acceptable ashy scent, almost homey feel i.e. like if you spray a fall-inspired non-gourmand-vanilla air freshener in your living room. While I am not complaining, I don't think they are as incredible as BLRL & Lovely. So I'm gonna keep on mixing SMM with something else to experiment.

Part of me feels a bit sad that I discovered BLRL & Lovely at a low point in my life. But another part of me took this as a challenge, wanting to live through it. Life's hard, I get my ups and down. What if I get to go through both with this scent, wouldn't that be something? I am currently planning for a post-dissertation-pre-adulthood trip (hopefully an experience on the ups side of life) this coming summer and I know I'll be bringing these two. Also for any concerned reader (if I have any reader that is!), I feel slightly accomplished as I write this blogpost, so thank you for reading. I hope the day gets more productive for me and may next week be a better week. (It has to be, I pray that it will be. I've got my exams.)

Lipstick Diaries #5 & #6 : Secret Key Lip Tint in Chic Burgundy and Pale Pink

Since I started my lipstick diaries, I try to wear one lipstick per week but it has been difficult. On some days, I just don't feel like wearing the designated colour. On other days, it looks ill-fitting with my outfit for that day. Especially as a woman who wears a headscarf, the ill-balanced lip-hijab combination is really obvious. So on days that I didn't wear my lipstick diary colour, I would wear one of these two lip products I am reviewing.

My purchase of the Secret Key Sweet Glam Lip Tint was definitely an attempt to dupe Dior Addict Lip Glow, which I have a lot of reservations to purchase. I don't feel like I deserve a Dior anything, I save it for my first bonus of my first big-girl job (currently unemployed, tsk.) Moreover, it is a glorified chapstick, let's not kid ourselves. I am however still a fan of the "changes according to your body temperature!" concept in lip products, because across all brands, I always end up with a nice deep-pink-almost-berry lips. There is something magical about this colour for my complexion, I can't explain it!

The most natural thing to do is to compare the ingredients of the SK Lip Tint to Dior Lip Glow. I am no chemist, so I can't compare each ingredient, but I did pick up the presence of Lanolin in SK and not in Dior. Lanolin, known for its extremely moisturising properties, is not vegan although Sheikh Google does not raise any doubt over its halal status (since it is derived from a living sheep, instead of a dead one.)

Indeed, SK Lip Tints are exceptionally moisturising. I bought two colours: Chic Burgundy and Baby Pink. I bought Chic Burgundy first, fell in love with how comfortable it was and purchased Baby Pink.

The packaging is clearly inspired by Dior Lip Glow. I have never seen an actual tube of the Lip Glow (do I even dare approach the counter? Nope) but based on my Google search, Lip Glow appears to be skinnier. A clear difference is the bullet: SK has sharp-edged and pointy bullet, Dior's is round-edged and not pointy. On me, Chic Burgundy (middle) is a berry-plum rather than a burgundy, while Baby Pink (right) is clear.

Baby Pink on top, Chic Burgundy below.

Upon application, SK Lip Tint has a shiny, almost oily finish. However, it dries down quickly and stain my lips to the aforementioned deep pink colour. The difference is Chic Burgundy leaves a deeper stain than Baby Pink. It feels moisturising at least for the next 4 hours. SK advertised the Lip Tint to be long-lasting, which is true if all you do is drink water. Below, I took a picture after a 3-course-dinner I had and the stain remained only on my outer lips. 

Chic Burgundy after dinner

I really love these two lip tints and foresee myself using it often. It never clashes with what I wear and easy to apply.

L-R: Chic Burgundy, Pale Pink

I am rating both Chic Burgundy and Pale Pink a 5/5.

That being said, I am still very interested to get the Dior Lip Glow because... dupes are simply unsatisfying, reflecting auxiliary beauty's note on dupes. Now, I did condition my purchase on being employed + good enough to get a bonus, so there's quite a hurdle to get this glorified chapstick, fortunately (for my wallet!) 

Lipstick Diaries #4: Holika Holika Waterdrop Tint Stick in Pomegranate

Since my last post, the weeks have been pretty hectic. I have one more academic week to go through before I fly back home! I am beyond excited :D

Anyways, lipsticks. Earlier this year, I got on a Korean makeup shopping spree. It started with Hao's 2016 lip favourites where she mentioned Etude House Dear My Blooming Lips Talk Chiffon in BE109. It looked like a flattering warm beige-nude and it certainly looked pretty on her! I also read the full review of her Etude House lipsticks and decided that I wanted to try it out. Now, you don't just buy one lipstick when you shop from eBay, tsk. Along with this lipstick, I also got a bunch of other lip products and eyeshadows. Wait, what – eyeshadows? Yes, I am very into reading about eye makeup these days and hopefully, I can get my shit together to share with you some of my experimentation (by that I mean my blending mishaps and not green-mermaid eyeshadows. Not yet.)

Anyways, today's review is not about an Etude House lipstick (will be reviewed later, btw) but a tint by Holika Holika. It is their Waterdrop Tint Stick in 02 Pomegranate. I remembered a review on Youtube mentioning the peculiar texture of this lip tint and it has been on my mind ever since, so I just added it into my shopping cart.

Indeed, it is an interesting product. It was not the solid gel-like texture of the tint, rather how it felt when I applied it on that amped up the cool factor. It's like putting ice directly on your lips but it doesn't melt or make a watery mess. It's cold and it's hydrating. Extremely comfortable and perfect for days when my lips are chapped and dry but I don't want to wear just lip balm. Seriously, the cooling sensation is so cool!!!

Now, the colour. I don't own an orange lip product and have never been particularly attracted to the colour. I was also never into the Korean trend of gradient, younger-looking lips. I have weird mixed feelings about making my lips look like what's advertised as "just-eaten a fresh fruit look." I can't help but imagine that I've eaten an asam boi popsicle instead of the healthier alternative of fresh fruits. Don't get me wrong, I love popsicles as much as the next person, but I feel like I shouldn't because I ate them in secret as a kid. My mum did forbid us from buying it (sugar + questionable water quality + anything preserved chemically was not allowed!) but once in a while, I rebelled.

It really is an in-my-face colour. When I first applied the tint as I would with any lipstick – at least 2 layers – I was so surprised and horrified. It was blindingly bright. I rubbed some of the colour off but it had left a stain in spite of being on my lips for less than 2 minutes, at most. The next time I wore the tint, I dabbed it and focused more on my inner lips, but it was not a drastic noticeable gradient effect. I also applied lip balm on top of the lip tint for extra hydration when my lips are extra dry. In the picture above, L-R: full swipe and then removed (left a nice opaque tint); dabbed; dabbed + lip balm. I was also inspired to pair my orange lips with orange elements in my headscarf or shirt. 

Close up: dabbed, dabbed + lip balm.

The Waterdrop has a matte-finish after the stain has set on the lips. It feels slightly sticky but not for long. There is a scent, but it doesn't linger for long too. I assumed it smells like pomegranate, but I can't be sure because I forgot how pomegranate smelled like, actually! I would describe the scent as sugary citrus.

L-R: Maybelline Matte in Siren in Scarlet, Holika Holika Pomegranate, Burt's Bees Tinted Lipbalm in Hibiscus, Secret Key Sweet Glam Tint Glow in Chic Burgundy. Like I mentioned, I don't own any other orange lip products. It has similar finish to my other tinted lip balm/lip tint and obviously is an orange. Next to Siren in Scarlet, which is a neutral-leaning-cool red for me, it appears to be a neutral, albeit very bright kind of orange.

I do love this tint stick and would consider purchasing another Waterdrop if it comes in a clear colour (no-colour?). I am just not attracted to any of the other current colours they have. My rating for the tint stick is 4/5. If there exists a Waterdrop tint stick in clear no-colour, it would definitely be a 5/5.

Lipstick Diaries #3: NARS Audacious in Anna

NARS Audacious lipstick in Anna has been in my collection for almost a year. I actually bought it on Depop from someone who didn't like the colour. Unlike the US, people can't return make-up here in the UK (not possible in Malaysia too) so selling it online is the only possible way to not throw away unwanted make-up (or donate it, of course). One woman's wrong colour.. can be my type of colour. I would describe Anna as a cool-toned deep rose, leaning toward purple. NARS officially calls it a dusty mauve (i.e. what rose-purple is?) while Temptalia calls it a neutral pink.

In direct sunlight (left), the colour appears slightly blue-toned pink on me, although in real life, dusty mauve is a more apt description. With lighter application, my natural warmth dominates the cool tone, expectedly.

Sometimes, I forget how pigmented the NARS Audacious lipsticks are and while I have my early morning lamentations"ugh do I have to work today!!!" I unconsciously apply like 7 million layers of the lipstick. (and by 7 mil I actually mean two layers.) I wouldn't say this is a problem per se, it's just that the pigment is SO THERE it gives me a more "heavy" look and actually feels heavy too. I mean, look at that cup-transfer, people!

Side note, it is SO HARD to get the right colour to show. I truly understand why people go to extreme lengths with lighting, camera equipments and editing product shots now.

The Audacious lipsticks are creamy and dries to a matte finish. They are more creamy than the Maybelline creamy mattes (my review of Magnetic Magenta here) and less likely to be patchy during application and re-application. With Anna, I prefer a good dab-and-go rather than full-swipe to avoid the "heavy" look and lipstick feel. It doesn't stain and comes off when I drink/eat, but it wears away so gracefully, worthy of the high price tag it has. I'm not going to fangirl about the magnetic clasp here because at this point, it is given that we all LOVE that satisfying magnetic clasp!

The green coordination-composition of these two pictures were totally unplanned! Anyways, we have here Anna pictured in front of my window on the left and at a more shaded part of my room on the right. Both dusty mauve and neutral pink is appropriate to describe Anna's colour.

Here is Anna in comparison to my other deep pinks. From left to right, NARS Audacious in Anna, KIKO Smart Shade in 913, Topshop in Devotion and Revlon Matte Balm in Sultry. Because my lips are quite pigmented, they aren't necessarily "deep" as in "dark", rather they make my lips look more defined and bold. I hesitate to call them my MLBB  colours since I obviously look like I wear lipstick with them, but they make me look put together in the most natural way.

I am rating Anna a 3.5/5. While I like the lipstick and the colour is okay, I actually rarely wear Anna. It is rather odd-looking on me, perhaps because of its underlying tone. However, as I look at the pictures I took for this blog, it is definitely better than an okay and I hope to wear it more often.

Lipstick Diaries #2: Magnetic Magenta

Someone asked me how I am dealing with Week 5 Blues. I answered wittily, "Oh I'm blue alright. Blue and bruised from the anxiety of exams!" I didn't even notice it was week 5. I recognise my weeks by what submission is when on which week and I just use "this", "next" or "next next" week with reference to present. Anyways, my subconscious seemed to know that I needed picking up. That is the only reason I can think of for picking a bright lipstick for this week, Maybelline's Magnetic Magenta.

My decision to purchase this lipstick was impulsive. It was bought either November or December last year, a colour that is definitely more suited for spring although I didn't intend for it to be a seasonal colour. I have been looking for a good bright pink for a while, something to perk up the complexion and do the loud, bright, happy thing without me going to a bright yellow headscarf. Although, now that I think of it, fuchsia lips + yellow hijab + white shirt + jeans would be an awesome look. I was initially inspired by NARS Schiap, the It Lipstick a couple of years ago. Then I forgot about it.

My interest rekindled again. It was perhaps the gloomy cold rainy days, it was perhaps my homesickness, it was perhaps just my unhealthy shopping habits -- I caved in and bought a bright pink lipstick. Not a NARS, though. I went for a drugstore option.

I used fuchsia and magenta interchangeably, although my quick Google search tells me they are different. I am positive that the lipstick is a fuchsia instead of magenta, so initially I thought Magnetic Magenta is misleading. What I love about the colour, regardless, is how suitably cool it looks on me. Dare I say, in some instances, it is almost warm (left picture below)? In that sense, I think it is indeed more of a magenta than fuchsia.

The colour IS a huge deal for me this week. I kid you not, I felt alive the couple of days I wore it (other days it's just my good 'ol lipbalm) for two reasons: 1) it is so bright for me, I just had to be alive for it and 2) I do feel slightly conscious over how it is not my usual neutral lip colour, but in a good way. The times I saw the look from others, "Is she really wearing that bright of a colour in this weather?!", I nodded in my head, "Yes brother, let's beat this shitty weather."  I enjoy feeling this way. Do people with their shit together feel this way too?

Top: less direct sunlight, Bottom: good light

I agree with the general opinion of the blogosphere over the lovely creamy texture of Maybelline's Matte lipsticks.  They are so comfortable and easy to wear. Magnetic Magenta lasts quite well too, although has a tendency to wear out much quicker on the inner lips. But the lipstick left some stain on my lips that it is not too noticeable, at least not in webcam photos! (Also, I look like Nobita with these glasses and man I've got CHEEKS.)

I don't have any other bright pink lipsticks to compare Magnetic Magenta to, so here is a lone swatch + my cool henna I got the same week I wore it.

Overall, I'm rating Magnetic Magenta 4/5.

Lipstick Diaries #1: KIKO Unlimited Stylo lipstick in Warm Rose

It's February and a tad bit too late to post on resolutions, but better late than never, they say. I hope nothing but survival this year. It's all I think about. Pass my graduate course, get a job, not get depressed. My aim this year with this blog is to post on a regular basis. While there are numerous challenges that I can commit myself to, evidently from last year's un-updated project pan, I don't think working on the same products and writing a progress report on them monthly was something I can commit to. I'm also not a seasonally-motivated person so I can't be bothered to have a make-up capsule as a project, or a mini project pan (Finish X by X sort of a thing.)

A project that I feel I am interested to invest my time into completing is Bad Outfit Great Lipstick's Lipstick Diaries. It's a great way to work one's way into using all of their lipsticks, especially if that someone (me) has a lot of them. So, I will attempt to use one lipstick from my collection for a couple of days and write about them. A bit of warning, I think I won't be able to write just about lipsticks, though. I have always preferred a blogging + beauty style, not just reviews. I can't promise the things I write alongside my reviews are spectacularly interesting, so if anyone skips that part completely, no offence is taken, of course.

Enough babble. Now, let's begin!

I was visiting a friend a couple of weekends ago and visited a nearby KIKO store to check out their 30% sale. Of course, it's never that easy -- you gotta spend £30 to qualify for said sale. I ain't spending that much money! My intention was to get some of their Smart Shade lipsticks. I tried one lipstick from the range last year and loved it. Unfortunately, none were seen in the store (and only one shade is available on their website), I am sure they are discontinuing the range :( So instead, I went on a swatch fest with my friend and we talked about how I got introduced to KIKO, since she's never even heard of it. (The blogosphere, of course.)

I ended up getting their new Unlimited Stylo lipstick in 05 Warm Rose.  In the above picture, it is the only swatch on the third row and the swatch above it. Yes, I swatched it twice on my hand and even on my lips!

The design of the lipstick's packaging is sleek, making the lipstick look more expensive than they actually are. It's plastic and the clasp is pretty secure, although a bit janky (is this a word?) at times.

Forgiving lighting vs. Unforgiving lighting

I adore the colour of the lipstick. Instead of warm, I think it appears to be a white-based pink neutral on me, especially in conditions where the light is unforgiving (i.e. direct sunlight). In the dimmed lighting of the library, it looks warmer. The lipstick application was creamy and opaque in one swipe, and in fact one of its selling point for me was how creamy it applied when I swatched it in store. However, when my lips are dry and flaky, expectedly the lipstick becomes crumbly but it was not the worst of all the dry-crumbly textures I've had to experience. Alas, I can't hope a tube of lipstick to do any magic if the fault is actually my dry, chapped lips, no?

In the library vs. in front of the windows

I would call the finish to be velvet matte, it has no shine at all. In fact, I noticed it to turn into more of a powdery matte finish after about an hour or so. The lasting power is not that great, maybe 4 hours with constant coffee/water drinking? I personally don't mind this with my lipsticks, reapplication is a ritual I actually enjoy. Talking about reapplication, I didn't like how the lipstick reapplied on itself after some hours of wear. It is unattractively patchy. My trick is apply lip balm first, then the lipstick.

L-R: KIKO Unlimited Stylo in Warm Rose, KIKO 414 Mauve,
Revlon Lip Butter 096 Macaroon, Revlon Matte Balm 205 Elusive.

Compared to my other lipsticks, Warm Rose is most similar to Revlon Matte Balm in Elusive, but a bit deeper and warmer. It is not a my lips but better colour (KIKO 414 Mauve is) but it is a very natural pink for everyday use.

As for ratings, I'm gonna go for a simple scoring out of 5 points for this project and Warm Rose would be a 3.5/5.